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Holy crap it's been a while since I've updated!

Ok, cliff notes version... (do they still make cliff notes or am I really that old?)

School is great, hard but great! I'm starting to love shiatsu more and more even though more than half the class is in disagreement...

My teacher for Swedish gave me a nice compliment about my massage technique, she said there's an intent behind my touch that can not be taught. I thought that was pretty awesome and boosted my confidence level by 80%.

I passed Anatomy and Physiology 1! Now we're moving on to Myology. I really thought AP was hard but now I'm getting a little nervous. I know I'll do fine though, I just need to study more. Also a requirement for that class is a cadaver viewing...lets see who's going to vomit first (please don't let it be me! Please don't let it be me!)

Made some great new friends! It's great being in a place with people who share similar views and beliefs with you, and even if they don't they're open to your thoughts. I'm so happy that I made this decision. It's also kinda weird how I attracted exactly the people I wanted to attract. That's a long story so I'll save that for another post ( that hopefully won't happen two months later...)

Also, I feel like my life is turning into NANA without the rockstar dream...well, I do have dreams I just don't act on them....yet :P

Shit, I need to get out of here...

I didn't go to class today because I injured my leg in the subway (another long story...) but I still have to meet up with the parents today.

Anyone have one of those suped up motorized wheelchairs that can do 60mph?

OMG how could I forget this...I went to Kinokuniya a couple of days ago and saw the new Fool's Mate! New Gackt pics, Atsushi and his facial hair (HOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOTHOT), Shou and Saga (who are so gay for each other and I think I like it...even though it should be ToraxSaga hehe) and a Yoshiki-sama advert with open shirt = Missy on the floor DEAD and drooling...

Now I just need to go back and buy it T_T

I'm back in school!!

In 16 months (hopefully) I'll be a licensed massage therapist! Of course I'm not giving up on my art, but I need to supplement my income some how and what better way than by helping people? :D

So far I've had two hands on classes and holy crap I'm out of shape. All we were doing were yoga/tai chi type stretches and my body was  resisting every movement.

Body: "nope, I'm not bending that way, and you want me to do what with my arms? Hah!"

Me: *dead*

I think it's time to join a gym...



Also, classes start everyday at 8:30 am so this is going to be a major adjustment issue.

Wish me luck!



P.S.  I ordered my tickets for the VAMPS show at Irving Plaza! I can't wait!

There's something about spring that makes everything feel brand new...too bad I've been stuck in bed and on the computer chair (and another "chair" I won't mention) all week. Life is cruel.

Ok enough sharing, who's excited about VAMPS coming to the U.S?! *squee!*  Finally I'll see Hyde in person and maybe even at eye level! (he's gotta be around my height or something)

I wonder if he and KAZ *almost typed Sugizo O_O*  will go to any bars afterwards *schemes ponders* I mean, there's a chance I could run into him...on purpose :D

Also can't wait to see NIN and VAST. Especially VAST since I've been thinking about them all month. Funny how they'll be coming around soon, same thing happened when I was thinking about Yoshitaka Amano *yes, random, I know*

I think this summer is going to be all about concerts for me.

Also have some new drawings to post but I'll have to do that later when I figure out how this scanner works. Right now I'm too lazy :P


And on a completely random note I looove Gina Gershon! She's fucking awesome in Prey for Rock and Roll and just in general. I wanna be like her when I grow up *_*

/end random note




Laterz!

owwie my tummy

It's been a while since my last post and it'll probably be even longer for my next one since I am now internet-less (word? No?) but now that I'm pretty much, almost, kinda, settled, I'll have to look into buying my own laptop...soooo that might take a while.

In the mean-time I have to take advantage of the kind souls of others (like my cousin's laptop, hehe).

Sooo, currently in Virgina visiting some family. It's pretty nice from what I've seen so far...which isn't much, but its not bad. We traveled by bus and by god was it horrible sooo might not be doing that again. I'll conquer my fear of flying dammit.

Ok, off to update myself on my jrockers and finnish crooners

Mata ne~

Trusty ipod is still trusty...it's the computer that flipping me the bird *sigh* So after two days of disconnecting hardware. deleting registry keys, and basically reprogramming the whole fucking thing, I finally realized it was my usb ports that fudged up and I had to connected it to one of the main ports at the back *someone slap me upside the head cause I'm too tired to...*

Cable went out....ok, yeah, I owed a little bit but I paid half and that usually buys me a month and for some reason it just went out. Oh well, I guess it's a good thing. No distractions and I need the money to move anyway...

*praying the lights don't go out before I'M ready to get out*


Seriously, it's like this apartment WANTS me to leave...that or it's reeeeally pissed I'm leaving...



Convo my dad and I had yesterday:


Me (at computer): It's still not recognizing my ipod! Why the hell is everything breaking down on me now?!

Dad: Maybe the apartment is mad...

Me: Shut up, that's not funny

Dad: I bet if we offer it a sacrifice it'll be happy...

Computer: *connects to ipod*

Me: O_O

Dad: See!! It wants a sacrifice!

Me (is a liltte freaked out): Yeah, but what kind?...

Dad (laughing): We'll sacrifice a piece of steak *aka dinner*

Computer: *disconnects from ipod*

Me: O_O...um...I don't think it wants that...

Dad (nervous): um...ok a live sacrifice?

Computer: *connects to ipod*

Me:....we need to get out of here...

Sooo....moving pretty much sucks.

I've found things I lost years ago and lost things I've had just 5 minutes ago >_<

The only thing keeping me pretty sane is my trusty ipod *knocks on wood, crosses fingers* that hasn't messed up on me yet...

*goes looking for a four leaf clover just in case...*

Everyday I'm convinced this move is the right thing to do. I mean not only is it kicking my ass in the right direction but it's also destroying everything so I don't look back and reconsider. Take my kitchen for example...there's a short in the lighting fixture so every time you put in a new bulb it goes out in like 20 minutes...then I tried running the washing machine and the pipe sprung a leak...microwave stopped working for a while...massive leak in the bathroom....really I can go on and on and it all happened this week. I really don't want to know whats next...
So, yes while moving my things around is stressful, it's still better than staying in this dump.

Also, finally got the new Alice Nine album! Which I have to put on my ipod before my computer is packed away T_T
Right now I need a soundtrack to all the madness at the moment.

Been working on a lot of tattoo designs lately too. Its funny cause I usually have no inspiration when it comes to tattoo peices but since its for myself, I'm having a lot of fun with it  ^_^

I'd scan them but I can't really see my printer at the moment...

Oh man...I just realized I won't be able to use my tablet for a while *my precious...*

*sigh*
Laterzzz....

This past week:

• finally went shopping for myself
• went to the circus for the first time in I don't know how many years
• got a free Nintendo DS (in silver!) and game
• got the new BT "Heaven" single from disused_taction for my bday (Thank you!!!!)
• saw about 3 inches of snow fall within 2 hrs

Laterz




 

So, after visiting my mom and running a few errands I made my way over to one of my favorite places in the city...

( Kinokuniya! )

Ever feel like you're trapped in your own body?

You're aware of the things and people around you but your body won't re-act or respond?

"so and so called...I should call them back...eh....they'll probably call back...but what if it was important...ugh, I really don't feel like talking now though...."

^This is whats going through my head ALL THE TIME. I know what I'm doing is wrong but I don't have the energy to correct it.

I've been feeling like this since November and it just might be my automatic response to everything due to the holidays, but suddenly I feel like I've been jolted awake earlier than I was supposed to be. I don't think it's a bad thing...but now I feel this sudden sense of urgency to "catch up" with everyone else.

*sigh* I think I'm going to have to go therapist hunting again. A very stressful and annoying process I'd rather avoid if I didn't know it might help me some.

I feel bad that I've been hibernating from everyone lately but I'll make a conscious effort to set things straight...if people still feel like talking to me, heh


Another sad post...hopefully the next will be more cheerful

I did order some makeup samples this week...

Maybe I'll feel creative and post some pics...

Also jumping on the Twilight bandwagon for a few stops...maybe I'll post a review or something.



Laterz

Ugh, its Monday and I'm still recovering from Friday night's shenanigans. Five hours of walking around the village during the Halloween parade really does a number to your body...no matter how young you are...my back...

Ugh...I have a bad feeling about tomorrow.

So, I've been exercising more lately, but I usually do it in my room with my door locked because I hate people watching me exercise.

Well today I decided to take it out to my livingroom (since everyone is gone, hehe) 
I guess Momo (evil kitty) felt that I wasn't doing it right, and decided to take my training into her own hands paws.

I must have been kicking the wrong way because she kept holding my foot back by grabbing on to my ankle 

and no matter where I moved she'd follow me!

Then I guess I started doing it the correct way because she'd just tap my foot when I brought it back instead of holding it down...

Why do I always get the weird ones?

I may have agreed to go up to Sleepy Hollow for that headless horseman hayride...

Crap.

Just back out, you say?

What? and lose face in front of a bunch of kids...hah!

>_>;

This is just too adorable...



Its definitely a dream of mine to work with Yoshitaka Amano. If only I was good enough...lol

Well, I guess I'd better go back to the drawing board...literally.



かわいい～～～！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

＞＿＞

*cough*

I decided to see if I could open the some piercings in my ears that had closed a long time ago...

Good news is I did :D


Bad news is HOLY HELL THAT HURT!!!


mommy...

Went looking for a job again today around Herald Square ( buddha help me if actually get hired around there...)

Gah!! I hate walking around there! So many tourists, so many people stopping RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU WHILE YOU"RE WALKING just so they can take a picture of Macy's. For fucks sake, if you want to take a picture of the damn display window  MOVE ASIDE so that you are not in the way of people who actually need to get somewhere! What a nightmare!

on top of that, i lost some money today,,,like my granma's birthday cake money >_<


FUCK ME

Soba noodles and shumai with special soba broth.

おいしい！！！！